It's august. It's when the heat is finally incomprehensible consistent. It's just always there. Normal fresh air is gone. I don't know where. Maybe of still excises in other spaces, and while I type this a big ugly rat moved itself over the subway tracks, spaces which I once knew to be all around me. That seems such a long time ago. Only I'm June we had some refreshing days. That's no more. I heard they might return in September. Maybe. Who knows.